I think I have grown up a lot, not saying that with any pride. Just wondering if that evolved or the child died. When I used to see people leaving, I would feel like leaving with them. There was an urge to move around and not be settled at any place. Today I realize that those who are on an unplanned move are still a child I once used to be. But then there are catalysts which influence such a movement, and I still don’t have an idea how will I behave if any one of those catalysts come in contact with me. I am just taking time to learn to prioritize and keep my ambitiousness alive for the moment. And yeah, there is a lesson learnt on making my own blend of strength and tolerance, and attitude and arrogance. Speaking of arrogance, I think it is essential as well, and I am as of now at least too bad at it. I just tend to keep it quiet and pretend to be a little unfriendly to conceal something else, that something else could be another incapability. But I realize that I would not find a solution in excelling the art of concealing, however, if I master the art of appropriate expression, things might change, a little more in my favor.
Nevertheless, the struggle goes on. And this is not a complaint.
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