Its December 14th 2009 today, I feel a little awake from a dream that I lived for a while. Feels like I lived through a massive transition in little time. I am finding comfort in newer boundaries that I succumbed to. Realised that I can never develop a metallic interior, however I shall be very careful from now to let emotions penetrate.
It feels good that the change is being favourable, feels sad that recent past was so memorable, feels horrible that the way I did not even show up to confront a final Goodbye, unsure if I lacked the motivation or the strength to confront a moment.
Domestic health suffers. That makes me boil from within and once again the distance and liabilities receive some profanity. A belief reside though that Everything ends well, this too shall pass.
New resolutions are being passed, plans for further well being are on the way. Efforts shall follow. People will come, join and help.
