Hello again,
I am very surprised today. It had been tiring day and another tiring day is about to rise in about an hour. But I feel good for some reason. It still has a sad shade to it though... Another change is due.
To be continued.
A
June 30, 2010
June 27, 2010
June 27 10
Hello!
What is going on right now?! I sometimes feel that I might just open my eyes and think that it was just a dream and then live my life in a simpler way, just the way it was suppose to be.
I don't have any sorrows in my life. Nor my life's gone too tough on me yet. I just sometimes feel that I have had it too much at this Desert and I do need newer challenges in my life to keep it going. But that does not seem to be an option at this stage. I need to have less number of things going on at a time to make me be able to move. And there needs to be an offer! An offer that still needs to be sought. I am worried. But i tell myself that i am not. Watch online movies to keep me happy and interested. Just had about a months time when I stopped writing my Journal and stopped maintaining this Blog. Unsure if the intention was to detach or too much of an attachment that I grew bored of or I was sunk in some Spirits... (!)
Nevertheless I am back. I am back to doing what I did in the past that gave me a high without a side effect. I hope I bring back my lost zeal and heal my wounded, correction blinded mind.
However Health back home keeps deteriorating. Or people just keep getting old. I just dont want to walk there one day and meet people who aged faster than time. May they regain their health and I can be little less worried..
A
What is going on right now?! I sometimes feel that I might just open my eyes and think that it was just a dream and then live my life in a simpler way, just the way it was suppose to be.
I don't have any sorrows in my life. Nor my life's gone too tough on me yet. I just sometimes feel that I have had it too much at this Desert and I do need newer challenges in my life to keep it going. But that does not seem to be an option at this stage. I need to have less number of things going on at a time to make me be able to move. And there needs to be an offer! An offer that still needs to be sought. I am worried. But i tell myself that i am not. Watch online movies to keep me happy and interested. Just had about a months time when I stopped writing my Journal and stopped maintaining this Blog. Unsure if the intention was to detach or too much of an attachment that I grew bored of or I was sunk in some Spirits... (!)
Nevertheless I am back. I am back to doing what I did in the past that gave me a high without a side effect. I hope I bring back my lost zeal and heal my wounded, correction blinded mind.
However Health back home keeps deteriorating. Or people just keep getting old. I just dont want to walk there one day and meet people who aged faster than time. May they regain their health and I can be little less worried..
A
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