I am as lost as a man on a clear day.
I m liking it go in a directionless way
Lost the control
Lost some memory
Lost the peace
& Lost the memory of a deed
I am still as lost as a man on a clear day...
October 31, 2009
October 30, 2009
October 30 09
I am bhant. And i am not goin to say anything too out loud. But i am living this moment. Yes I felt a litle J and then i continued bein a litle J a little mo, I dunn care. Listening to someone else's ,music right now forgive me for all the mistakes that i could have made or done. Some one else is cooking me a chicken sometinn right now.l i am bhant. I am blind i lost my lenses i got angry and after along time did i feel this way.....
I am good i shall live till nature decides to in a happy and healthy way.. but if the nature decides to launch the path thru sadness i am ready for thast as well. Wish that Brad a good luck anf safer fuck in times to come and wish those pure souls a good time around and wish me a time tolerable when these souls are going to be away.
I hope i find some peace in chaos and chaos in loneliness.
I am good i shall live till nature decides to in a happy and healthy way.. but if the nature decides to launch the path thru sadness i am ready for thast as well. Wish that Brad a good luck anf safer fuck in times to come and wish those pure souls a good time around and wish me a time tolerable when these souls are going to be away.
I hope i find some peace in chaos and chaos in loneliness.
October 4, 2009
October 4, 09
Sometimes I think, some people don't deserve to be happy, and they should always be unhappy, unsatisfied. They do better when they are unsatisfied. I know someone. He gets happy and he gets carried away with the happiness the moment brings and then he expects more frequency in that kind of moments. Its not his fault, but then it compels him to hit the rock bottom, crashes him off a cliff and he feels more vulnerable and unhappy than he ever was.
He used to be stable being unhappy searching for satisfaction than dealing with a great fall.
I feel like crying, I put one of the saddest movies on, it runs the reel through the saddest moments, but I feel disconnected still. No sense of regret, No tear, I suddenly feel hungry and the moment is gone. I am unhappy still.
I am not unfriendly, nor am I a bad guy in a story. I am for real. But i don't think i deserve this. I never learnt to live in a moment. Somehow feel that i cannot be a good driver of my own life. I like to keep it under control & losing my own control over it gives me grief.
I am listening to songs to make me feel better, I am liking it, but its still is not working.
I am sad.
He used to be stable being unhappy searching for satisfaction than dealing with a great fall.
I feel like crying, I put one of the saddest movies on, it runs the reel through the saddest moments, but I feel disconnected still. No sense of regret, No tear, I suddenly feel hungry and the moment is gone. I am unhappy still.
I am not unfriendly, nor am I a bad guy in a story. I am for real. But i don't think i deserve this. I never learnt to live in a moment. Somehow feel that i cannot be a good driver of my own life. I like to keep it under control & losing my own control over it gives me grief.
I am listening to songs to make me feel better, I am liking it, but its still is not working.
I am sad.
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