May 8th

Back from India, I introspect the great land had a lot of love and affection on offer. Lined with the warmth and the dust it all felt incredibly clinging. I thought to myself if it was all worth to keep myself away from all that. I get mixed answers. I chose to be far. And now it was the time I repay the cost of that decision. Not that it was going to be futile. It brought me a lot of respect and probably rewarded me with a card I could swipe to get my way through the thing I like a lot: Shopping.
A friend told me the other day that a man lives his life in search of Happiness. He quoted a great American politician. I thought to myself, if my life was led in the same sought. That led me to think that I must keep my vehicle in a right lane at all times. Because a lot of things that I did, were not planned to achieve any satisfaction. Do I get some sort of a joy in being a Saint? I don’t know yet. But I will be a fool if I’ll let others take advantage of me.
I continue being alone (not in an unhappy way), lead my work commitments, make and keep friends as I do and did, and follow my passions which are on a verge on a major change, I sense.

may 3rd

I am back in Yulara. I shall start with work tonight. Seems like i had been overlooking my blog. Things kept me busy probably. But I am back. I do feel like expressing something once again. I hope this month will bring that thing out of me. I might bring a few changes soon!
:)