A man is like a dog, loyal to its current master, a master who feeds him daily. I am thought-less today. I can’t think much. Too many things are going on at the same time. I can’t get those thoughts organized for me. Another night is upon me. I m not allowed to complain for what is going on. Not that what’s going on is wrong, but somewhere it feels that I am losing the lead in the struggle to get a grip on life. I know that this too shall pass and would be remembered as a phase I went through. I lived tougher times and looking at the current flow, I feel that much tougher times would follow. But it recently struck me that dogs are required to be attended to. Men need witnesses for their life. I felt alone. I just hope that this too shall pass. I will learn to enjoy my loneliness or I already have, but this time its not bringing any contentment.
It’s dusk time in the desert, afternoon in the subcontinent and probably just past midday in the mid-east. Amalgamation takes over me again.
February 21, 2009
February 5, 2009
February 5th
February 5th
Long time! I realized that I had not been writing anything since a long time. True that I had my last scheduled ‘Lost Camel Night’ on 14th January, and with the new place of work, I cannot find time and energy to do anything. Gym frequency, I realized went down to 3 times a week. The heat and flies are responsible for that as well. To manage my time I started writing in ‘dot points’ in my ‘confidential Akki’. That was actually a massive move. I love writing, but I just could not let my thoughts flood my mind for long time waiting for the moment of peace.
The new place, Desert Garden, is good place to work. It keeps me busy, more than necessary a lot of times. Another lesson I learnt was that there was only one S in Desert! I probably I never noticed that until now. That reminds me that I should take that extra S off from my work mail signature!
Then January had been one of the hottest months, again. I did not enjoy the heat. But I did enjoy a few news coming from home and new accolades earned! Aditi is born who made me an Uncle. Tickets are booked and I am prepared to continue experiencing summer in the month of April in the northern hemisphere of course.
I shall try and keep my energy levels high in times to come. I wish to be more regular on the whole writing thing. It makes me connect to myself.
Long time! I realized that I had not been writing anything since a long time. True that I had my last scheduled ‘Lost Camel Night’ on 14th January, and with the new place of work, I cannot find time and energy to do anything. Gym frequency, I realized went down to 3 times a week. The heat and flies are responsible for that as well. To manage my time I started writing in ‘dot points’ in my ‘confidential Akki’. That was actually a massive move. I love writing, but I just could not let my thoughts flood my mind for long time waiting for the moment of peace.
The new place, Desert Garden, is good place to work. It keeps me busy, more than necessary a lot of times. Another lesson I learnt was that there was only one S in Desert! I probably I never noticed that until now. That reminds me that I should take that extra S off from my work mail signature!
Then January had been one of the hottest months, again. I did not enjoy the heat. But I did enjoy a few news coming from home and new accolades earned! Aditi is born who made me an Uncle. Tickets are booked and I am prepared to continue experiencing summer in the month of April in the northern hemisphere of course.
I shall try and keep my energy levels high in times to come. I wish to be more regular on the whole writing thing. It makes me connect to myself.
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